feeling pessimistic today:

1. school, news, strangers...everyone has an opinion about the war...quite frankly it doesn't really matter what you think...it's happening...whether you are for or against it makes no difference.

2. people are people. hahaa...that makes a lot of sense...anyways....but you know how people are always like, "hate the sin, not the sinner?" It's kind of the same for goodness...youcan't really hold someone in high esteem for their own credibility....because people will let you down. It's like, some people, you think are soooo amazing....but it's not really them.....it's merely God who works in them/their lives which helps them radiate God's goodness. so yeah......it's not about praising people for being 'who they are.....it's about praising God for being so evident in their lives.

3. people are a lot of talk and no action. (myself included). maybe it's because everything we hope for is so outside of our grasp and totally not in sync with what God wants for us that it's like.....what were you thinking? everyone says one thing and as time passes....you kind of wonder where all that energy has gone. perhaps it just disintegrates with time, maybe it's laziness, maybe it's a vicious cycle that is hard to get out of....meh...

4. honesty is rare.

5. acquaintances are abundant.

6. tension is unpleasant....but tis funny if you are an observer of it.

good sound
Yann Tiersen - Comptine d'une autre ete - l'apres midi