I think I know what I want.
That question is so easy to answer.
I think my life is filled with my wants like....99% of the time....
*boourns*
I know I know.
The real question is....What does God want?

I think He wants me to grow up....
...to realize that I have a lot of work to do (err...people to work on....family, friends, Youth Alive)
....to realize that I need a whole lot of refining.
.....to realize that I need to stop over-analyzing every little detail of my life and to just PRAY and CRY OUT to Him for the answers.
.....to see that I can't change people.
....to know that He is in control.
....to ask Him for wisdom.
....to stop being in denial of certain things.
....to realize that I have little to no power in this world, when I put my trust, faith and hope in my own abilities.
....to cherish everything in my life.
...to concentrate on what is in front of me, instead of planning the rest of my life.

I think I think too much. No. I know I think too much.

I know that God is really, really good.
I know that He answers sincere CRYs from your heart.
I know that He has the power to change anybody.
I know that nothing is impossible for God.
I know I am blessed.

...hrm....I hope this blog was less 'ambiguous' *ahem* (yes you know who are, you meeandaz blog haters)
naw...you know i love y'allz....
I think my thought of the moment is....cry out to God. It's good. Trust Him.

Now I need to make some time for Melvin Calvin. YaY!