i think i've mastered:
- the ability to "know" something and not really know it
- the art of letting go of my own volition and recaliming it
- reading the questions on my english exam wrong
- the talent of trying to change people
- trying to make people see what they don't want to see
- giving people the benefit of the doubt
- the capacity to complain


OH MY, it has been an insane and tumultuous week. that is truly the only way i can encapsulate this week without complaining. yesyes, it is time i stop complaining.
One thing that sticks out in my head about this week is that little phrase everyone keeps telling me.......
..................You can't do anything about it......You can't do anything abou it......You can't do anything about it........You can't do anything about it..........You can't do anything about it.....You can't do anything about it...............You can't do anything about it.................You can't do anything about it......................................
Sometimes....you just have to suck-it-up........ah......my favourite phrase, yet i've forgotten so quickly how to do it..........


things that i've stopped:
- complaining
- giving people the benefit of the doubt (for now, at least)
- creating the blueprint for my perfect future
- thinking i know something and saying i do (when really i don't)
- trying to change people


things that i've started:
- studying for chem
- being totally honest (with myself/with God)
- trying to love people (that i find hard to look in the eye)
- appreciating my family more
- the weekly prayer walks at school